THE ENORMITY OF MY DESIRE DISGUSTS ME (1)

So much to becoming. I wished I had more lives so I could do everything I wanted.

I enjoy repetition, long days spent on one particular thing, and the kind of exhaustion that comes with it.

A problem I face within art education is that I have obsessions that last a month. Meaning that I am not good at one subject/medium. They come back later. It can be useful to known about a lot of things but this also doesn't make me good at one or a few things.

Next year I hope to incorporate theories by Mark Fisher and Deleuze & Guattari into my works. Therefore this summer will be spent reading.

How I imagine my near future after I graduate right now is that I will work and make. Three days in the week working in agriculture and the rest on my own projects.

_WHO WILL I BE IN THE FUTURE?_

NAVIGATION

Things i will continue next year:
Clay
Textiles
Analog photography
Soundscapes
Analog circuits
Writing
Reading philosophy and literature

(1) Richard Siken_War on the Foxes, Book from 2015

I will work on my presentation skill or moreover lack of presentation skills. When I talk in both presentations or loaded subjects, I start speaking in a blurry way or silence myself. I have a lot to say but my articulation needs improvement

repetition